The house is quiet again.
The ticking of the clock in the living room is louder than I remember it being.
I don’t know why I check my phone like I mean something to someone.
And I don’t know why I’m writing another poem about feeling lonely. Are you feeling lonely, too?
Why do my eyes water when I’m alone in my room?
Why doesn’t anyone miss me?
I don’t want to leave the house as much anymore.
I’m scared of running into my ex-boyfriend.
I don’t know if anyone would want to read my writing anymore.
How many more tears will be released from my eyes until I can say that I’m drowning in them?
The night is starting to feel better than the morning because the night has this calmness that the morning can never attain.
I like staying up late because it means I can think in peace.
I read romance novels and sometimes think, “When will it be my turn?”
The house is quiet again.
I don’t know how many jobs I have to apply to before I finally get an interview. An interview.
What if I don’t write any prose anymore?
I think I’m drowning in my own tears.